深红色

    网太慢了，换Windows Live Writer写日志看效果是否好一些。

    等待铁通出口的扩容。

    发布成功，现在试一下重新编辑的效果。

    OK，基本的功能令我满意，其他的功能以后再说吧。：）

    对不起了朋友们，我现在的网有问题，太慢了，实在不好操作，让我慢慢来。

谁曾想到会是如此的结局。你和我，我们，我们，我们都没曾想到。
我把遗憾永远地放在心中，不再计较多年以后还是否可以找到快乐的理由。
你真的快乐吗？会永远快乐吗？过了今夜，我再不愿意想起。
张爱玲说，曾经山盟海誓，只是年少无知。
我曾一度，恨过她的话。
别再来这里了，我也不会再写日志了。我明白，那是变相地打搅你。
我深深地祝福你幸福。

    建议：有钱的用电信光纤，没钱的用电信ADSL！
    看看，铁通ADSL，随手的几个ping值。

Microsoft Windows XP [版本 5.1.2600]
(C) 版权所有 1985-2001 Microsoft Corp.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>ping 61.232.206.99 -n 50

Pinging 61.232.206.99 with 32 bytes of data:

Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=25ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
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Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
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Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58
Reply from 61.232.206.99: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=58

Ping statistics for 61.232.206.99:
    Packets: Sent = 50, Received = 50, Lost = 0 (0% loss),
Approximate round trip times in milli-seconds:
    Minimum = 25ms, Maximum = 31ms, Average = 30ms

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>

Pinging 222.42.127.50 with 32 bytes of data:

Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=30ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=78ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=78ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=78ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=62ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=78ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=140ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
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Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
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Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255
Reply from 222.42.127.50: bytes=32 time=31ms TTL=255

Ping statistics for 222.42.127.50:
    Packets: Sent = 50, Received = 50, Lost = 0 (0% loss),
Approximate round trip times in milli-seconds:
    Minimum = 30ms, Maximum = 140ms, Average = 37ms
C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>nslookup www.163.com
Server:  dns3.cttwh.net
Address:  61.232.206.102

Non-authoritative answer:
Name:    www.cache.split.netease.com
Addresses:  202.108.9.33, 202.108.9.34, 202.108.9.36, 202.108.9.37
          202.108.9.38, 202.108.9.39, 202.108.9.51, 202.108.9.52, 202.108.9.31
          202.108.9.32
Aliases:  www.163.com
C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 202.108.9.33

Tracing route to zz-9-33-a8.bta.net.cn [202.108.9.33]
over a maximum of 30 hops:

  1     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  2    30 ms    31 ms    31 ms  222.42.127.49
  3    31 ms    30 ms    30 ms  222.42.254.213
  4    31 ms    30 ms    31 ms  222.42.254.182
  5     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  6    30 ms    30 ms    30 ms  124.240.100.249
  7    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  10.160.0.13
  8    46 ms     *       46 ms  124.240.88.1
  9    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  221.4.144.53
 10    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  120.80.205.129
 11    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  120.80.0.225
 12    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  219.158.15.137
 13    93 ms    93 ms    93 ms  219.158.14.37
 14    77 ms    77 ms    77 ms  202.96.12.6
 15   124 ms   124 ms   124 ms  61.148.156.125
 16    77 ms    77 ms    77 ms  61.148.143.22
 17     *       93 ms    93 ms  202.108.38.14
 18   124 ms   109 ms     *     zz-9-33-a8.bta.net.cn [202.108.9.33]
 19   121 ms   109 ms   109 ms  zz-9-33-a8.bta.net.cn [202.108.9.33]

Trace complete.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 202.108.9.32

Tracing route to zz-9-32-a8.bta.net.cn [202.108.9.32]
over a maximum of 30 hops:

  1     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  2    30 ms    31 ms    31 ms  222.42.127.49
  3    31 ms    31 ms    30 ms  222.42.254.213
  4    31 ms    29 ms    31 ms  222.42.254.182
  5     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  6    30 ms    30 ms    31 ms  124.240.100.249
  7    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  10.160.0.13
  8    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  124.240.88.1
  9    46 ms     *       46 ms  221.4.144.53
 10    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  120.80.205.129
 11    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  120.80.0.225
 12    46 ms    46 ms    46 ms  219.158.11.213
 13    93 ms    93 ms    93 ms  219.158.4.85
 14    93 ms    93 ms    93 ms  202.96.12.22
 15    93 ms    93 ms    93 ms  202.106.193.173
 16     *       93 ms    93 ms  61.148.143.22
 17   109 ms   109 ms   109 ms  202.108.38.14
 18    93 ms    93 ms    93 ms  zz-9-32-a8.bta.net.cn [202.108.9.32]

Trace complete.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>ping www.163.com -n 50

Pinging www.cache.split.netease.com [202.108.9.32] with 32 bytes of data:

Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=89ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Request timed out.
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Request timed out.
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Request timed out.
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Request timed out.
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47
Reply from 202.108.9.32: bytes=32 time=93ms TTL=47

Ping statistics for 202.108.9.32:
    Packets: Sent = 50, Received = 46, Lost = 4 (8% loss),
Approximate round trip times in milli-seconds:
    Minimum = 89ms, Maximum = 93ms, Average = 92ms

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>nslookup www.taobao.com
Server:  dns3.cttwh.net
Address:  61.232.206.102

Non-authoritative answer:
Name:    www.gslb.taobao.com
Address:  218.108.237.226
Aliases:  www.taobao.com
C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 218.108.237.226

Tracing route to 218.108.237.226 over a maximum of 30 hops

  1     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  2    30 ms    30 ms    31 ms  222.42.127.49
  3    30 ms    30 ms    31 ms  222.42.254.213
  4    31 ms    31 ms    31 ms  222.42.254.182
  5     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  6    30 ms    31 ms    30 ms  124.156.96.1
  7   296 ms   296 ms   296 ms  121.9.217.198
  8   327 ms   327 ms   327 ms  219.72.0.50
  9   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  121.9.217.194
 10   312 ms   311 ms   312 ms  121.9.217.193
 11   327 ms   327 ms   327 ms  61.145.85.110
 12   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  21.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.cn
 [61.142.203.21]
 13   327 ms   327 ms   327 ms  6.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.cn
[61.142.203.6]
 14   327 ms   327 ms   327 ms  202.97.64.202
 15   327 ms   327 ms   312 ms  202.97.40.113
 16   359 ms   359 ms   359 ms  202.97.34.105
 17   452 ms   452 ms   452 ms  202.97.57.218
 18   359 ms   359 ms   359 ms  bj141-130-114.bjtelecom.net [219.141.130.114]
 19   343 ms   359 ms   359 ms  219.142.9.134
 20   390 ms   390 ms   390 ms  219.72.0.6
 21   484 ms   484 ms   484 ms  219.72.0.118
 22   390 ms   390 ms   390 ms  219.72.0.201
 23   374 ms   374 ms   374 ms  219.72.0.110
 24   374 ms   390 ms   390 ms  219.72.66.18
 25   390 ms   374 ms   390 ms  218.108.253.37
 26   483 ms   484 ms   484 ms  218.108.239.94
 27   484 ms   484 ms   483 ms  218.108.237.226

Trace complete.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 58.222.17.10 -n 50
-n is not a valid command option.

Usage: tracert [-d] [-h maximum_hops] [-j host-list] [-w timeout] target_name

Options:
    -d                 Do not resolve addresses to hostnames.
    -h maximum_hops    Maximum number of hops to search for target.
    -j host-list       Loose source route along host-list.
    -w timeout         Wait timeout milliseconds for each reply.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 58.222.17.10

Tracing route to 58.222.17.10 over a maximum of 30 hops

  1     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  2    30 ms    31 ms    31 ms  222.42.127.49
  3    31 ms    30 ms    30 ms  222.42.254.217
  4    31 ms    30 ms    30 ms  222.42.254.182
  5     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  6    30 ms    30 ms    31 ms  124.156.96.1
  7   296 ms   296 ms   296 ms  121.9.217.198
  8   312 ms   327 ms   312 ms  219.72.0.50
  9   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  121.9.217.194
 10   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  121.9.217.193
 11   325 ms   311 ms   312 ms  61.145.85.134
 12   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  113.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.c
n [61.142.203.113]
 13   312 ms   327 ms   325 ms  166.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.c
n [61.142.203.166]
 14   343 ms   327 ms   312 ms  202.97.64.190
 15   343 ms   343 ms   343 ms  202.97.45.202
 16   390 ms   390 ms   390 ms  202.97.27.86
 17     *        *      343 ms  218.90.195.82
 18   359 ms   359 ms   358 ms  218.90.247.54
 19   390 ms   359 ms   359 ms  58.222.17.10

Trace complete.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>tracert 58.222.18.107

Tracing route to 58.222.18.107 over a maximum of 30 hops

  1     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  2    30 ms    30 ms    31 ms  222.42.127.49
  3    31 ms    31 ms    31 ms  222.42.254.217
  4    31 ms    30 ms    30 ms  222.42.254.182
  5     *        *        *     Request timed out.
  6    30 ms    31 ms    31 ms  124.156.96.1
  7   296 ms   296 ms   296 ms  121.9.217.198
  8   312 ms   327 ms   312 ms  219.72.0.50
  9   452 ms   405 ms   405 ms  121.9.217.194
 10   312 ms   312 ms   312 ms  121.9.217.193
 11   327 ms   327 ms     *     61.145.85.118
 12   312 ms   327 ms   327 ms  73.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.cn
 [61.142.203.73]
 13   312 ms   311 ms   327 ms  18.203.142.61.broad.fs.gd.dynamic.163data.com.cn
 [61.142.203.18]
 14   327 ms   327 ms   327 ms  202.97.25.126
 15   343 ms   343 ms   343 ms  202.97.45.38
 16   343 ms   343 ms   343 ms  218.90.193.10
 17   374 ms   343 ms   343 ms  218.90.247.54
 18   406 ms   359 ms   343 ms  58.222.18.107

Trace complete.

C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator>

    实在是讨厌铁通的网，外网出口根本就不够用了，也不扩容，下面呢，只知道营销与安装。本来嘛，一锅饭三个人吃刚好，五个六个人吃肯定都吃不饱的了。
    至于想换空间，是因为我现在的虚拟主机是WIN系统，我原本用的ASP程序，心血来潮换的WORDPRESS，这下倒好，访问速度慢极了。
    这个空间才用了没几天，说退吧，也不太好意思，因为我在这里买空间好几年了，信誉以及空间质量都还不错，毕竟只因为不是专业的PHP主机而已。所以，现在说想换空间也只是随口，遇上合适的空间再看情况吧。
    铁通的大网慢了也是一个理由，约好了晚上八点与网络中心张恒测数据的，还有两小时。其实知道是出口的问题，在内网测了有什么用呢？优化某一个IP或者IP段解决不了根本问题，大不了好了一个再坏另一个。

    在深夜醒来。醒来，在没有你的单人床。对不起亲爱的，我还是接受不了你的离开。和朋友谈天也好，独自酒醉也罢，头脑里总是挥洒不走你的影子。我想，我是彻底地爱着你。这样说很有后知后觉的味道，仿佛男人，天生地要在失去之后才懂得珍惜。只可惜，这又有什么意义呢？
    你没有想到的是，你给我的打击是巨大的。我也没有想到，我们分手，是因为你爱上了别人。七年的风风雨雨，居然比不得刹那间的绚丽。你要说，不只是绚丽吧，爱情本就如此奇怪。是啊，爱情本就如此奇怪，来的时候不着痕迹，走的时候却又如此令人伤情。
    再坚强些！——是我想对自己说的。
    朋友拍着我的肩“讥笑”我的懦弱与多情。我说，我很传统的，我爱她，我会爱她一辈子，没有谁可以替代。也许，这和传统与否无关，只是单纯而简单的爱。
    再坚强些！——是我想对自己说的。我走不出没有你的事实。总也觉得是这个世界的你是暂时离开了，可是我，不知道该去哪里找你。
    再坚强些！——总得活着。

    不记得自己以前可有听过这首歌。最近很喜欢冯文乐的模仿秀，他唱校长的歌真是难辩真假，还有王杰、张学友的也是。很多的，土豆优酷里去搜索一下吧。
    下面的是张学友的原版《一颗不变心》。

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这刻当你走开
我的心似裂开
天际亦漆黑
似没未来
忧郁加上悲哀
我的心飘进大海
失去目标
更消失所爱
当天跟你温馨
去编织千个梦想
拥抱着天空
看浪涛夕阳
一起披上星光
海边跟你静躺
飞进梦中
那管它方向
世界幻变
我始终真心
尽管那天际黑暗地摇路陷
我对你热爱更是天高与海深
只想你温馨地控制我命运
可否跟我一起
每一天看晨曦
飞舞夜空中
去共寻传奇
一颗不变心
使你一生铺满着精彩
千个梦想
有我深深的爱
世界幻变
我始终真心
尽管那天际黑暗地摇路陷
我对你热爱更是天高与海深
只想你温馨地控制我命运
可否跟我一起
每一天看晨曦
飞舞夜空中
去共寻传奇
一颗不变心
使你一生铺满着精彩
千个梦想
有我深深的爱

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Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I’m full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and
you’ll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry